22 December 2009

Sacrificial Love

"The face that Moses had begged to see---
was forbidden to see---
was slapped bloody(Ex 33:19-20).
The thorns that God had sent to curse the earth's rebellion now twisted around his own brow...
'On your back with you!' One raises a mallet to sink in the spike. But the soldier's heart must continue pumping as he readies the prisoner's wrist. Someone must sustain the soldier's life minute by minute, for no man has this power on his own.
Who supplies breath to his lungs?
Who gives energy to his cells?
Who holds his molecules together?
Only by the Son do "all things hold together" (Col. 1:17).
The victim wills that the soldier live on---he grants the warriors continued existence.
The man swings.

As the man swings, the Son recalls how he and the Father first designed the medial nerve of the human forearm---the sensations it would be capable of. The design proves flawless---the nerves perform exquisitely. "Up you go!" They lift the cross. God is on display in his underwear and can scarcely breathe.

But these pains are a mere warm-up to his other and growing dread. He beings to feel a foreign sensation. Somewhere during this day an unearthly foul odor began to waft, not around his nose, but his heart. He feels dirty. Human wickedness starts to crawl upon his spotless being---the living excrement from our souls. The apple of his Father's eye turns brown with rot.

His Father! He must face his Father like this!

From heaven the Father now rouses himself like a lion disturbed,
shakes his mane, and roars against the shriveling remnant of a man hanging on a cross.
Never has the Son seen the Father look at him so, never felt even the least of his hot breath.
But the roar shakes the unseen world and darkens the visible sky.
The Son does not recognize these eyes.

"Son of Man! Why have you behaved so?
You have cheated, lusted, stolen, gossiped---
murdered, envied, hated, lied.
You have cursed,
robbed,
overspent,
overeaten---
fornicated,
disobeyed,
embezzled, and
blasphemed.
Oh, the duties you have shirked, the children you have abandoned!
Who has ever so ignored the poor, so played the coward, so belittled my name?
Have you ever held your razor tongue?
What a self-righteous, pitiful drunk---
you, who molest young boys,
peddle killer drugs,
travel in cliques, and
mock your parents.
Who gave you the boldness to rig elections, foment revolutions, torture animals, and worship demons?

Does the list ever end?

Splitting families, raping virgins, acting smugly, playing the pimp---
buying politicians, practicing exhortation, filming pornography, accepting bribes.
You have burned down buildings, perfected terrorist tactics, founded false religions, traded in slaves---relishing each morsel and bragging about it all.

I hate, loathe these things in you!
Disgust for everything about you consumes Me!
Can you not feel my wrath?"

Of course the Son is innocent. He is blamelessness itself.
The Father knows this. But the divine pair have an agreement, and the unthinkable must now take place.
Jesus will be treated as if personally responsible for every sin ever committed.
The Father watches as his heart's treasure, the mirror-image of himself, sinks drowning into raw, liquid sin. Jehovah's stored rage against humankind from every century explodes in a single direction.
"Father! Father! Why have You forsaken me?!"
But heaven stops its ears.
The Son stares up at the One who cannot, who will not, reach down or reply.
The Trinity had planned it.
The Son endured it.
The Spirit enabled him.
The Father rejected the Son whom He loved. Jesus, the God-man from Nazareth, perished. The Father accepted his sacrifice for sin and was satisfied.

The Rescue was accomplished.


*This leaves me speechless everytime.  You can hardly read through it without stopping and thinking of what the Son of God went through for me and for you....we are sinful people but we are soo soo blessed!  We need Jesus, that is the beginning of the true Gospel. 

20 December 2009

Ugandan Necklaces!

I found these necklaces made by some women in Uganda to raise money for living.  They are actually made out of recycled paper or newspapers, pretty creative huh?  Go here for purchasing a necklace from SUUBI, Light Gives Heat.  They also have bags, t-shirts and other sorts of necklaces in different lengths and color schemes.  I may have to splurge on this one so I can help these women out!!  It's easy to feel guilty in buying "stuff" at walmart where all your money is going towards is people's incomes and the store.  But what is better than giving your money to those who really need it---I get alot of joy out of it and the Lord is honored through it.



04 December 2009

some thoughts and feelings

Wow, I cannot believe the semester is over already.  It has just flown by and it seems like the older I grow and the farther I get in school, the faster time flies by.  I wouldn't say that's always a good thing.  Life goes too fast.  It's weird this semester for me, because I won't be coming back next semester and the reality of that has not hit me and probably won't until i'm in Mali, completely in Mali standing on African dirt!  I'm nervous, I'm excited, I'm scared, I'm ready for a new change of lifestyle and I'm ready to experience something new.  I've always had the mindset that I just want to experience because our life is too short to just stay in the same place and do all the same things.  Culture fascinates me and the way that God has made every single person unique and one of a kind.  To me, I have this thought, or maybe a desire from the Lord: I believe that by reaching into other cultures, studying them and living with them to build relationships, we can learn a lot more about God than we ever knew.  We can see how he works through other cultures on the other side of the world.  We begin to see His real character and what His heart is really for in this broken world.  It makes my heart burn with passion to know this.  Through entering another culture completely opposite of ours is definitely a challenge; but I have begun to recognize that God is still the SAME wherever we go!  We think He's gonna be a little bit different in this other country, or so maybe I thought that.  But I have seen Him in a different light when overseas.  In Swaziland I recognized His voice clearly.  I find myself searching for His voice in the states and it is more challenging to hear Him here.  Why?  Could it be distractions? Well, yes it could, but I think there's something there.  I think that where He calls people to, every single person, we feel Him much more intimately in that place.  That was my experience, maybe not everyone's though.  I can't wait to see what He's going to show me in the upcoming months.  It's almost scary because once you are shown the unknown, you can't go back; you've heard it and seen it and now you are obligated to do something about it.  If you ignore it after you've been exposed to it, you are sinning before you're Heavenly Father.  Obedience, obedience, obedience...